I Been To Your House An' Seen What You Adore

3.25.2006

the laundromat - a longer entry...

there is something intrinsically attractive to me about doing laundry at a laundromat. i can identify two themes: 1) the big-city connection -- people who live in big cities i feel are often to be found at laundromats; whether or not this is actually true, i have no idea, but i feel like it is, and 2) the blue collar/working class ethic i have found myself generally sympathetic toward (although not actively in pursuit of), since late high school. i need to get change for my $5 bill, i need to buy a single-serving box of degergent, i need to stay in one place while my clothes wash and dry. i bring a book. i bring an ipod. i bring a second book in case the first is boring. i wear gloves and a beanie. i think i will spend the time engrossed in tolstoy, the rhythmic humming and churning helping me to focus by providing white noise. i see myself, in all my low-income glory, sweating it out with the masses, so that i can wear clean clothes and not smell like an ass after the show tonight. this is how i see it panning out, but of course it doesn't happen this way. it's even better than i imagined...

here is what actually happened:

before i could load my clothes into two separate washers (i had a quite a heavy load, especially including a few jackets and pants and shirts that weren't even dirty but just needed to be shrunk in order to maintain the fashion status quo of playing in a rock band), i had to get change. as i walk up to the change machine, i notice three little boys following me (ages 2, 3, and 5 i later learned), engrossed in the put-paper-in-get-metal-out transaction. so i let the middle one help me put the dollars in, and the oldest gets the quarters. at the end of this, i go put my clothes in, and sit down to start reading anna karenina (see, i'm doing good!). before i read two lines, the middle boy walks up and stares at me inquisitively -- this is a common look i receive from children, partially because children are more inquisitive than adults, but also i think partially because i have a pretty fierce beard, which either inspires fear or, like in this case, curiosity. since i am sitting across from 6 of those quarter-vending machines for children, i anticipate what might be coming.

"i got a yellow bear", he says, in reference to the vending machine that dispenses rubber bears, good for nothing that i can think of other than bear-ness or rubber-ness.

"would you like to get another bear?" i ask. yes, he would. and yes, so would his younger and older sibling. i have plenty of quarters, so no big deal. this giving, however, leads to increased time with the boys, including them showing me how to throw the bears and bounce them off walls and the floor, me learning their names -- chase, alex, and quentin, which took chase saying "quentin" about 12 times before i understood him -- and giving hi-fives. about 5 minutes later, another socially adept 4-year old, fernando, joined the party. fernando was even cuter than the caucasian boys, and spoke english, but the combination of being a little kid and his accent made it almost impossible for me to understand anything he said. this, however, did not stop me from giving HIM a quarter as well, which he chose to spend playing a shoot-em-up arcade game. the only problem, of course, was that he was far too short to even see the screen, so i had to hold him a foot and a half in the air as he fumbled with the controls -- the sweet relief of "game over" did not tarry, and the game only lasted about two minutes. he asked for another game, but i tactfully told him he should ask his mother, who said no.

the rest of the time was spent watching fernando throw his jacket into the air and catch it, then to his great delight joining him and throwing it for him, on him, on mikey, on anyone around, and putting part of my hair into a pony tail with a rubber band that fernando gave me. not the kind of day at the laundromat that i was expecting, but probably more rewarding, right? i brought pictures:

the three boys:


fernando:



grateful to be alive,
dan

3.21.2006

bob dylan part two

i want to write about this bob dylan thing, but i don't really know how to organize everything. so how about this? i'll go with the vignette approach. aphorisms. snapshots. call them what you will...

- i am going to michigan to write songs for awhile, and i am thinking of buying a typewriter.

- i want to be sitting at a plain wooden table, in a confortable office chair, typewriter in center of table, old notebooks on left, ash tray on right, cigarette in mouth, cup of coffee next to ash tray, caraffe of coffee behind cup. when i picture myself in this situation, i picture that i am bob dylan, however, not me... and when i am bob dylan, the cigarette hangs casually to the side, drooped just a bit, and i type vigorously, oblivious to whatever else is in the room, brilliant rhymes spilling into the page. i pause to ash my cigarette, take a sip of coffee, place the cigarette on the ashtray; and then i have another great idea.

were it me and not bob, i would take a drag and then cough, wonder why i am smoking when i have these allergies. i would tap my foot incessantly and look around the room, wondering why i drank so much coffee and isn't it a diarrhetic? and yep, apparently it is because now i have to go to the bathroom, and i haven't written a damn thing.

so this brings me, oddly, to the real issue: is the bob dylan thing a fantasy? if not, am i capable of doing anything like what he did? is that where my talent lies? should i do what i am doing now, namely, write pop songs that teenagers (and some older folks) can relate to? or at the least, tap their feet and drive around smiling?

i don't know, but i do know that i feel very fortunate to do what i am doing, even if it is nowhere near as important as what others have done before me.

still confused,
dan

3.20.2006

bob dylan

been wathing "no direction home", the bob dylan film. it is effecting me pretty profoundly, although i am not yet sure just how. lots of thinking about the tension between the rock and roll life, and isn't it just a lie? an escapte into immaturity that few can afford so lavishly? but then why i am i drawn to so much of it? is this art? is this worthwhile to pursue?

and on the other hand, the book by the fireplace, kids running around on the carpet, beautiful wife giving me a backrub, pennyloafers and a sweater dream. is that one also a lie? where are the lines...

"like a rolling stone" is fast becoming one of my all-time favorite jams...might even make its way into the infamous top 5... beach boys ARE in there twice, maybe i can bump out "wouldn't it be nice".

more dylan thoughts to come most likely

confused, and in adoration of a brilliant musician,
dan

anna karenina pt. 2

i am HAPPY to announce that i am ON SCHEDULE with my anna karenina reading. i honestly cannot believe it. i suck at these things, but i am on the road to victory. in 8 days, i have read 220 pages, which is EXACTLY 27.5 pages per day (you will recall i had figured that i would have to read between 25 and 30 pages per day...between 25 and 30. just log that real quick.).

AWESOME!!

Today we will be driving all day through the snow...the perfect time for reading. So i should remain on schedule, and finish the book by the end of tour. and for the first time in my life, i'm gunna be somebody.

dandylion

3.15.2006

the vigilantes

so this happened a few nights ago but i need to tell the story. after our show in grand rapids, we went with jessa and gabe (see below) to a house party, where gabe's band (menage) was opening for local boys the Vigilantes. menage was great; they are an instrumental band, kind of appleseed cast and explsions in the sky and mogwai. then we hung out for a bit, and the vigilantes started playing. i was on a phone call for about half their set, but when i came inside, i was unprepared for what i found there.


the last song, "let's dance all night", was a crowd favorite, full of crowd participation. the singer, joey, split the corwd straight down the middle into two groups. the stage left group was so sing, "let's dance all night," followed by stage right with, "doo-bee doo-wop". the song had no verses -- it was "unfinished", but i think i liked it that way -- and slowly the guitars dropped out and it was just the crowd and the drummer, then just the snare drum, then just the crowd, with friends and fans hijacking the microphones, one or two people crowd-surfing, and a whole lot of smiling on my face.


it was seriously a magical musical moment, one that made me feel like a sell-out, even though i don't really think i am. but this whole thing was just so organic and fun and there was such a strong sense of community in that house, that i wanted so desperately to be a part of it. thankfully, i think i will be moving to grand rapis for a month pretty soon to write, as well as to join that group of amazing people, if only for a little while.

love danimal

3.13.2006

rob bell, sherwood explosions, etc.

i feel like blogging, but i don't know exactly what to say. i feel like i want to pour myself into a paragraph or two, so that i can be sucked up through the screen into your heart. and YET! nothing to say.

feeling really strongly right now. not strongly any one THING, but feeling strongly. is that possible? am i making sense? how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?

i am really excited about some upcoming sherwood stuff that just. may. blow the ceiling off the house i am in. that exciting. maybe not THAT exciting.

but i got to meet rob bell the other day (two days ago that is) -- he wrote a book that i pretty much loved; a book that expressed succinctly what i have been wandering through for about three years now, only in addition to all the criticisms of american christianity that i had stored up, he also offered positive reactions. it was an important book for me. i met him after his sermon at a church in grand rapids that he pastors.

it was funny because there were all these people standing around him; some of them were having him sign their copies of his book. i thought, "that is so weird that they are doing that," and then promptly realized that i do that...EVERY NIGHT. i felt the awkwardness of being on the other side of such a conversation -- rob bell and i have very little in common that i know of. and yet, i want to talk to him because he is important to me. his work is important to me and i connect it to my life. he has gotten good at these conversations, keeping things moving, being slightly funny. i have gotten good at them as well in the same way, but this time i was the one coming to talk to him, and it was awkward for me, slightly, but i am glad i met him. he said he would like some tips on touring. i hope he was serious because man do i have some of those. =)

in his sermon, he mentioned at one point how being around generous people makes him want to be more generous. how true that is. i feel that way around my friends gabe and jessa, and i hope to be able to spend more time with them and rob bell and their friends in the GR very soon. and when i think about that, i blow the ceiling out of my mind. not really =)

love, me

anna karenina

i have decided to finish reading tolstoy's Anna Karenina by the end of this tour. The only problem: I have almost 400 pages left, and less than two weeks. I have done the math: about 25 to 30 pages per day. Yesterday was day one and I read 35, so I am feeling strong. But even if I can't finish, I will hopefully get pretty close. =)

live clip from Rhode Island

Mikey jumps on Nate's back at the end...pretty awesome. =)

3.09.2006

tour photojournalism: merch guys (part 2)



thomas atkins (a.k.a. tomdotcom, thomas and millay, dylan thomas, merchguy -- our merchandise seller) and the hilarious justin, with complimentary signs.

tour photojournalism: rhode island

brown university (ivy league)...



providence first universalist church -- which raises the question, how many universalists are there in providence to warrant such a large church? but you can't get mad at them, because you know that they believe you're going to heaven!


and then Nate made a snowman in the town square (to which joe added the caption, "these arms are snakes")...

tour photojournalism: merch guys


justin (This Day & Age) -- one of the funniest men i will ever meet.

tour photojournalism: nyc

i am a lucky duck...

times square:



and the glorious empire state building:


i love it when i get to spend time in the city. new plan: move there for a month to write. am i excited? more than i can say. will i find somewhere to sleep? let's hope so!

-dan

3.05.2006

SNOW!! and Pittsburgh...

a few days ago, I woke up early in a hotel room with Waking Ashland, and promptly went out to the van and went back to sleep. but when i AWOKE!!! i sat up and looked outside; we were stopped at a starbucks -- this is common on tour, especially with Waking Ashland, where singer and merch girl are both tragically addicted to caffeine (my addiction is slightly less serious). so i step out of the car because hey, starbucks, and what do i find? SNOW ON THE GROUND.

this might not be exciting to some of you, depending on where you live, but I. LOVE. SNOW. we then comtinued our trek into pittsburgh, where i enjoyed catching snowflakes on my tongue and a wonderful $3 breakfast at P&G Diner, just down the street from the venue (Mr. Smalls Theater). a little bit of journal writing, and it was back to the venue for me -- an incredible place with an entire HOUSE as a backstage area. i felt so pampered; a little guilty, even. when did we start to deserve such treatment? i think we still don't, but there must have been a mistake in pittsburgh, and i am OK with that. =)

on the way out of town, i was able to snap this sweet shot: